I'm born as a girl. My parents give me a name: Debby Alin Anugerah Dewi. It means: A Miracle From GOD to Dessy and Budi.
Yeah, my parents names are Dessy and Budi.
I'm in 6th grade now. And I don't know how I feel now in this 6th grade. Y'know, I'm in love with a boy, he's in my class. Okay, you'll just gonna call him with 'A'. A, he has a big eyes and his cool gaze makes me overwhelmed, he has cat lips (do u know what I mean? haha :p .. Cat lips = :3) that always wet, because he lick it every time. I don't know why he always do that /: .
So, why I love him? huhh okay.. His face looks like Harry Styles' face LOL -_-. and he's cute, romantic, and handsome.. But, he's confusing. Why? When my friends ask him "do u like debby?", A answered "yea". And this one asks "do you love someone? who? tell me :D" , then A answered "don't tell anyone, I love debby". OH AND OF COURSE THIS IS MAKES ME SO HAPPY, LIKE I'M FLYING TO THE HIGHEST SKY xD hahaha.. And I'm getting fangirling and I told it to some of my best friends and of course they'll keep that secret in their mouth ;).
Weeks are left.. And I decided to give A a letter. I met him in the school canteen when he was washes his hands. And I walk to him closer, maybe you know what I feel :)). And I touch his shoulder, "A.." .
"what? :)"
"So this is for you.."
"what is this?:o"
I put it on the canteen table . He just saw it. And I took that letter and said "no, I'll give you tomorrow"
And then he smiled to me, and I do it the same to him :'). ahh, from that moment, I feel closer with him :D..
The next day, I bring the same letter again. And decided to give him. Ahh, this is not the right time. his friends are talking with him, I'm afraid to meet him. So, I give my letter to Sidiq, my friend, and said "Diq, can u give it to A?" . "okay, I'll".
So, Sidiq meets A and said "this is from debby."
you know what? he didn't accept my letter. and said "no, I don't want"
When the clock had shown 12.30. I talk with Sidiq. "Why he didn't accept it?"
"I don't know.. Sorry, I think A loves Shf Sptyndt."
"OMG!? Don't lie to me!! :(((( Is this real!?"
"yeah.. Idk, I just read his face /:"
And then Baraa said "well, don't talk that thing, please.. Maybe it just makes you hurt.."
And then Sidiq said "Yeah, that's right"
And I get in to my class, with worst expression maybe -,- .
'Hidayatullah, Place that we can learn~' Hidayatullah Elementary School's last anthem, played. It means, it's time to go home. I met Dimas, one of my friend that ask A again like this "and do you still love debby?" . And this is bad, this is bad, this is bad, this is bad, this is bad, no not bad. this is worst, this is worst, this is worst. this is worst, this is worst.
A answered "no". AND I FEEL LIKE I'M DOWN FROM THE HIGHEST SKY TO THE DEEPEST SEA, AND THEN PEOPLE CAN'T FIND ME :'((((((((( I know, this is over.. But, that's what I feel. He's confusing, confusing, confusing, and allllwaaaysss confusing!
I HATE HIM
I HATE HIM
I HATE HIM
and I HATE HIM.
And this two girls who always bother me! they're Emrzlvdnnd and Shfsptyndt . They love A. And always fighting for it. And like to make me JEALOOUUSSSSS! D:<. They always trying to see him in my class. OKAY, DONE, ENOUGH! ---,---!!
